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[totallynotanoni]

Kasen Ibaraki

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[long_live_the_queen]

[The rehearsed things Lucy had to say were running dry, and her usual self was starting to come through again.]

and say what?

"I'm sorry I won't do it again" only works in fucking movies

[totallynotanoni]

[ She bites her lips at that comment, sensing Lucy's waning patience. ]

I know that.
Apologizing is a lot more than saying your sorry and promising not to do it again.

Its acknowledging and owning up to what you did wrong and explaining what you will do to not repeat your mistake.

[ Though she's wondering about how willing Luna will be to listening, especially to a... sister person that did something to scare her off like this. Oh God Lucy whats happened to the two of you? ]

[long_live_the_queen]

I grabbed her arm
I shouldn't have done that

but I don't know that I won't do that again
my hands move faster than my head does too much

[totallynotanoni]

I know how you feel.
I really do.
Your afraid that you'll mess up after promising something and make things worse.

[ She defiantly knows the feeling. ]

But if you let that fear stop you, you won't get that far.

[long_live_the_queen]

[She already wasn't talking to Luna, it was true. Fumbling again would just lead to that continuing. But--]

how can I say that when I know it's bullshit, then?
both of us know

luna's not stupid

Kath has o many questions right now. Lucy has literally dropped at least two bombs on her.

[totallynotanoni]

I know for a fact that people can change themselves.
Even in the face of long-running problems.

But if you feel that you can't currently make that with some level of confidence, I think you should at least try to talk to her about what happened.

oops

[long_live_the_queen]

[The reply takes a long time to arrive; Lucy had a lot to think about. A lot of things she didn't want to think about, and several uncomfortable concepts. She...well. Wasn't entirely happy with who she was, no. But it was consistent. It was constant. It was comforting in a warped way.

If she changed, like Katherine said, she didn't know what would happen. Who she'd be. It was strange, an unknown, frightening.

Lucy didn't want to think about that. Anything else, not that. Even talking to Luna.]

i still don't know where she is

[It was accepting as she'd get right now.]

[totallynotanoni]

[ ...The silence is sort of telling. Dammit she freaked her out.

Change like that is never an easy thing to talk about, after all. She'll give Lucy the time she needs. ]

I'm sorry if everything I've said is a bit much.
I think I veered off track at some point.

[ ...Oh. Right. Still no idea where she is. ]

I'm not sure if I can really do anything on that front.
I really don't know much about her and only have her Retorspect photo to go off of, but I'll keep my eye out.

[long_live_the_queen]

[Just some existential terror, nbd]

thanks

[Of all the strange things she'd said, that might have been the strangest yet.

[totallynotanoni]

[ That "thanks" brings a smile. ]

I'm glad I could at least do something to help.
If you need anymore more of my help, feel free to call me.

[ Katherine takes a breath...Now to ask the question hanging over her mind. ]

If its, I do have one question.
I think it might be sort of obvious at this point but I feel the need to ask.

[ She's pretty sure they both know what her question is. For some reason she's dreading the answer, she's not fully sure why. Maybe its because she's recalling her short chat with the girl earlier this month and has an idea of what she's been through. Maybe its because there's now another branch to her family that she's not exactly sure how to feel about. Or maybe its because she knows who her father is. ]

Is Luna our sister?

and then I forgot to pick an icon

[long_live_the_queen]

[She didn't want to say "ours" yet, but Katherine solved that problem already.

She'd figure it out anyway. There was no point in lying here.]

yes

[totallynotanoni]

[ Katherine doesn't really know what to say to that. Growing up, Lucy has always been her only sister. She's the sister she promised herself she would find one day and make things right with. Now the picture is bigger, and she isn't sure how to feel about the new addition to the family. ]

I see.

[ Well, at least she knows where a certain motherfucker went. ]

Would you mind letting me know when you find her?

[long_live_the_queen]

if i remember

[It wasn't as flippant as it sounded, though it certainly looked that way. Lucy had meant to tell Luna that Katherine was around. A warning, just sharing a name, something. She kept putting it off and putting it off, and then they weren't in the same house anymore. Then this city brought them all back together.

She still meant to, if she ever got the chance.]

[totallynotanoni]

[ Regardless of intent, the wording still stings. ]

Ok then.
Take care.